Everyone seems to have something going on for them, excitement, burden for something, desire to do something, relationship with a purpose, motivation to move on.

I don't even know what I am doing here, right now.

Facebook is not helping, it will never help when I tend to poke my nose into other peoples' fake' lifestyles.

expectations of people are very unfair because no one knows your preference, feelings and thoughts. How then do you not compare yourself and expect people to act the way you want

Anyone can see it because seriously, it is so obvious. Initiated response, yes okay. I am happy for youu but not that much for myself. I am a girl with a heart and feelings.