Is it so hard?
Why is there so much of uncertainty?
Should I let go?
Were there signs that I have conveniently ignored?
I am doing this thing again where I worry and get upset. I am asking myself again and again if I am invoking God in the wrong way or am giving excuses for the behaviour. I hate to admit it but there is a strong feeling about this but am I wrong? Is this my heart trying to find any way to hold on tightly to this?
Once again, yet again, the second, no third, no fourth time.
What is actually the problem?
I have a list, two columns. It's time for me to revisit the list.
Am I saying one thing but holding on to another thing, so closely clutched to my chest and that's the problem.
I am not sure I can go through this again
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