I haven't written here for some time, or more like, have not drown my thoughts and feelings in this space. It is that I have grown up? 

Still in the pandemic and have somewhat gotten used to this "new normal" (disliking this catch phrase, yet am employing it, well certainly, it has become the new normal); trying to live my life and having new problems and stresses while experiencing new wonderful things. Well, please do not ask me what they are, especially the new wonderful things, that would take some time. 

Yes, I know, the pessimistic in me has matured. Ah, But I blame it on the state of the world. 

But I am always reminded that God is watching, knowing, listening, ministering and being with su. He is my God.