I was kinda stucked at that moment and was thinking hard why on earth I joined children ministry, stayed on for 7 years, relief teach at a primary school, go for all the su camp and even trek programs and still hoped that I can serve in the children's ministry in covenant.
Do I say I love children? Ehhh. What do people even mean when they say that?
Maybe, I should say that I like them, instead of love them.
But what reason do I give for liking small beings who are not even related to me and probably think that I am an one-off kinda fling relationship.
So I said, I love that I can connect with them.
And to me, they seem innocent and growing beings with so much of potential and energy.
Everyone of them are so different that I am amazed at God's creativity.
They challenge me to be a better person, to be equal in my love to them, to be hardworking when I teach them, to perserve on when it seems useless and to search my brain, heart and everything I have to just have a chat with them.
yes. That's probably the reason.
And also, that I always grow to love them because they make you love them. HAHA. they are innately lovable creatures.

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