Saturday, January 26, 2013

An aunty asked me why I am drawn to children?
I was kinda stucked at that moment and was thinking hard why on earth I joined children ministry, stayed on for 7 years, relief teach at a primary school, go for all the su camp and even trek programs and still hoped that I can serve in the children's ministry in covenant. 

Do I say I love children? Ehhh. What do people even mean when they say that? 
Maybe, I should say that I like them, instead of love them. 

But what reason do I give for liking small beings who are not even related to me and probably think that I am an one-off kinda fling relationship. 

So I said, I love that I can connect with them. 
And to me, they seem innocent and growing beings with so much of potential and energy. 
Everyone of them are so different that I am amazed at God's creativity.
They challenge me to be a better person, to be equal in my love to them, to be hardworking when I teach them, to perserve on when it seems useless and to search my brain, heart and everything I have to just have a chat with them. 

yes. That's probably the reason.
And also, that I always grow to love them because they make you love them. HAHA. they are innately lovable creatures. 


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