Yet I am always with you;

    you hold me by my right hand.

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You guide me with your counsel,

    and afterward you will take me into glory.

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Whom have I in heaven but you?

    And earth has nothing I desire besides you.

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My flesh and my heart may fail,

    but God is the strength of my heart

    and my portion forever.

Psalm 73: 23-26

Holidays are so precious to me and I do really love them to bits. At the same time, I wished that I was doing more mind consumed and fast-paced activities so that I can be focused on other important things. But this is me, being confused of what I really want. 

But there are important gently moments where I meet God and feel the immense love He has upon me, a young woman who is so flicker in her heart and mind. A person who changes loyalty and commitment in a blink of an eye. A person who at times, don't honour the God who created the world. Yet, my Father in heaven loves me and is willing to listen to my small pleas and demands. 

Yesterday, after window shopping and also really shopping at dhoby ghaut, I finally realize that my wallet is missing. The seriousness of the issue and the thought that it will be super tough to actually trace back where I went, left me in tears. And despite of the tense situation, I had to deal with the pretense of having a flu. :/ The last shop I went was SpotLight, which is like super huge and I practically went to every section, from the materials, the art and crafts and even to the home-making shelves. 

After getting all kinds of weird stares from people and disapproving looks from shop keepers, whom I asked regarding my dear fossil wallet, I prayed.

I havent really heard God's voice

And sadly, no. I didn't hear any gently whisper from God.

But my brain clicked. Maybe its in the dressing room. And that was like 6 shops before Spotlight. So I went to the shop counter and even before I reached it, the salesgirl asked me if I was looking for a wallet. (:

It's really a gently reminder that even when I dont seem to understand what is happening (which is most of the time), God knows and He watches everything,