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Did something to my dear blog. 
That day, I spent my morning tucked at a small corner at starbucks. Only can afford luxurious coffee once in awhile, mmm java chip tall, with whipped cream. Did some work and left for the library to meet ernest. Did some more work with ice peach tea at hotshot and then off to meet wanting for fish soup at khatip. Played tea, colored and read with gloria (: 


 I still have many unanswered questions in my life and sometimes, I really think that I will never know them. Came to a personal realization that choosing to live for Jesus is no easy path. The Bible tells us to count the cost. My heart is often in a struggle with the way I am suppose to live. It's like a constant battle of my mind and heart with what God's Word says. Every time we don't give in to the flesh, it cries out in pain but a bit of it comes out. Simply put it, many times I would want to check his Facebook or twitter even though I know that it would hurt me. So when I don't it, thus not giving in to what I feel or desire I become stronger and stable in my life. Trust me, the process is flesh biting but at the end of the day, God is pleased with my tiny progress. 


Luke 14: 28
"suppose one of you wants to build a tower, Won't you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money to complete it. For it you lay the foundation and are able to finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule you saying, " This person began to build and wasn't able to finish."