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Went to church not expecting much-Just thought that it would be the usual sermon. but got more than what I had expected. Ps Ezekiel's preaching really made me stop and think. Are we still crying-with our hope still in dark despair when Our Lord is risen. Or are we like John and Peter, knowing that something extrodinary has happen but just walked away clueless. I feel that I am so much capable to do more, just am not doing it-becuase of my detoriating relationship with God. But what are we actually suppose to do? Confused me again.

School resumes tomorrow. And I really feel like poning school. Not that I dont like going to school, or the people there. It jas just become a fatiguing routine. And plus tmr there is a 4 hour continous break till Mass PE at 4pm. Sigh! I have to get accusstomed to the 'doing-hmk-during-breaks' thing. Cause I am so used to coming home and finishing hmk till till midnight. Aj Jc life is both mentally and physically tiring. When I am not doing hmk, I think about the unfinish hmk everytime and the thought that I might be retained. Am i being parrnoid again. And plus Netball-shooting especially. and I have not been practicing my shooting and season starts in april. I am very tired of playing netball-I will rather be in interact club or even join student coucill. Now I am just complaining. okae better stop.

Thank God for singapore's good laws especially regarding censorship. Becuase The world we already lived in is super evil- and what more, this is so random. But if you watch the same movie on the a singpaore channel and elsewhere, you will know the vast difference.

Today we had family lunch And I have utterly fallen in love with my youngest cousin. Joyanna. She will be the most considearate and caring girl that you will ever meet. seriously! Like if you ask her for some of whatever she is eating-even if it's like a chocolate ice-cream, she will share literally half with you. And I mean it. She will help clean your table and even write a note for you. Just seeing her today really made my day(: